Wednesday, December 05, 2007

I WISH IT CONTINUES….

Buzzzzzzzzzz the ALARM spoons (and not to mention with it my beautiful dream of…. oo0 which company was I dreaming of today?? Never mind my list is tooooo long to exhaust THAT soon so there would be another tomorrow!!) huh but I had just slept man it was 3 0’clock 2 mins back!! And following the same arithmetic laws when I open my eyes 2 mins later its 8 in my watch! (There surely is something called clock theory along with number theory and graph theory! Which is yet undiscovered to the ordinary souls like ME)

LATE AGAIN….. Phew

So I wake up with my simple prayer and my daunting resolution of (no prize for guessing) WAKING UP AT 6 !! and when I just put my feet on the floor the dangling mesh off WIRES (u c the modem, the lappy, the RJ-56 and the telephone sockets) unfailingly welcome me to the real world once again and I ALWAYS get messed up in them w/o my specks and nearly fall (so I grudgingly thank them for helping me get over my sleep with their jerky good morning means!)...

So there is the foundation of my second and third resolution!!
Ahh and finally main n meri BOOKS resume the journey once again!!

Hehehe….. it reminds me of the Bournvita Quiz Contest’s title song BOOKS BOOKS BOOKS lalalala…

Its crazy meddling with GRE preps, placement scenes and ohh so boring colg exams and yet so INTERESTING (I know I m crazy now u know it too)! 1 minute I am learning parallel computing , the next minute SLR rotations of the AVL trees and just the next gobbling the word-list! Hehehe…and just to pep the things a little trying to read the PRINTF library file… what would one call all this? I don’t know what you would call it but I would call it…

BLISS!! Ohh yeah sheer BLISS

Living in the world of ‘sensibilities’ explained through the magnifying glass of ‘logical reasoning’ and ‘endless theories’ is soooooo contagious! It is like being lost in a world that always has reasons to bag it (and if there are exceptions there are endless reasons for them too prolly more logical then the rest). Everything is so planned, so fixed so IN THE BOX!!
Gawd I can live with them all my life it reminds me of the days of my 11-12 when there was absolutely no concept of day and night! I never ate I never slept there were always things I was engrossed in the things that were invigorating rather than taxing…ummm sheer bliss no doubt absolute bliss

Gawd I thot I had lost it. The tempo, the zeal that feeling of getting completely occupied in my dream and bang its back again and I am loving it rather I am basking in its glory. No movie, no ride, no amount of talk can be more rejuvenating than this feeling (I was always convinced I was an alien). Strangely so I am not concerned about the result… I don’t care whether I make it to my WISH LIST for its not the thought of the end result that’s making me slog or be completely lost from the world around me but it’s the journey, this beautiful mindlessness, the numbness and yet the feeling of being completely alive!

I AM LOVING EVERY MOMENT OF IT….

PS:- All those who think I SLOG (If this is what they meant by it) I just have to say U R SO RIGHT !!

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